You became the drug I got addicted to.
Sometimes ill be surrounded by my friends and ill get the feeling of a hole the size of a universe building up Inside me because I think about you. But I shouldn’t be thinking about you that way. So I end up feeling lonely without you and its so fucking unbearable
I just want to fucking disappear I hate life I hate having these feelings I hate being stuck in the mentality that I need someone to make me happy